I will never be able to explain what you mean to me. to say your my everything is an understatement. ive tried my hardest to explain to you how i feel, and i hope you can understand it, because i need you to carry that with you for the next 3 years , so one day you can find me again. this is the hardest thing ill ever have to go through. honestly, youve hurt me more than anyone ever has or ever will, but i love you, more than anything, so i will forgive you soon. i never thought i would have to say goodbye to you, but i know its only temporary. it just seems like it was yesterday that i came and picked you up and we went to that party and then i went to your house, and made an ass out of myself haha. im surprised you even liked me.. and now this is happening. i wish we had a little bit more time together, but one day we will. i guess this was the only thing you could do. i know you would only do it if it was best. youll always have part of me with you, and i know part of you will always be with me. youve taught me so much, and i could never thank you enough, just for caring about me. your truly the most special person ive ever met, and i know you can make it through anything. so i guess this is goodbye, but i dont like that word. so i will see you one day baby, and we will make up for all the lost time. i love you, just a little bit… <3
